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Dude the 2nd last para is exactly what I wrote. I know how you feel, but unlike you I share my sorrows with my friends and they give me a very nice advice which is also for you. If she ever loved you she will come back. If you love someone you want to spend your life with him and have kids, raise them. Just be cheerful, try to be independent, I know that's tough, but if it was love she will fight with the world for you. You just need to support her and be ready to fight yourself