Happiness through pills

i am not going to lie, This actually touched me. As i did try to overdose a couple of times recently. Now don't judge me guys. But even though i been through a lot, i think i am still able to get up on my feet. All i need is support. And you people out there trying to overdose with pills, it won't help you, it will make matters worse. Not only a headache, muscleache, but also a mental pain will have grown. And as you continue to take pills, you feel addicted to sadness like its the only thing you want to live for or not live at all, surrounded by depression. But trust me i did it and i regret it. But those of you planning to do it, you have a whole life. One of my friends said to me the other day. You have a whole life before you, all those people you could meet, some will help some will harm, but it's all to make you stronger. Just because you can't deal with it right now, someday you will look back and smile because you dealt with it in a good way and not the bad way. Because you lived to this day, why give up your life if you can smile and look back thanking the people that harmed you, because they made you STRONGER thanks to them your life will make sense. You just need to grit your teeth and say I am strong enough. Walk through and deal with it the way you think is right. Pills are not the right choice. Now sorry for the wrong speech but it had to be said. So please no one do the same mistake as i did. Depression gets your mind worked up and everyone seems bad even family. But remember you can survive another day, tell your story, have a family someday, have a job, go on holidays, all this awaits you and if you try, you will succeed

~CrystalWolfTear~

love is life.

No love ...no tension
but love is the key of happiness

The abliity to think like that is always a joy to behold