broken...

every things make me so sad

I’m writing without censoring myself or my heart
Some people do not understand
I'm a normal person I consider my style, but I have curves. I have scars Some people love me, some people hate me and some people do not like to hear my name.
“deep down im a good person and always will be a good person, i believe bad things happen to bad a'people some people don't know me for who i am and what i stand for and think they can judge someone they have no clue about never judge a book by its cover you never know what you might find out if you happen to open it”
"truth, life, love"
hard to explain
I have pinned lots of things that already exist in my life
Everyone broke my heart and Everyone broke me as well
I hate it all and a part of me I trust unfulfilled, and I can't stop thinking about it.It consumes me and I'm scared. I just wanna have a family...i just wanna make a wish that will fix all my problems all i want is to happy and have no drama!! why can't life just not be filled with problems but, again
Everyone would treat me this way, why Why everyone bring me the problem and just leave me for the problem
without drama we wouldn't find our true friends that help us out
but i just wanna be happy but
always has to come in and destroy it why to I get burned 3 people now..I don't give my heart easily to just anyone. In fact, I rarely date. So to get burned 3 this badly... well...
I’ve seen better days, but I’ve also seen worse. I don’t have everything I want, but I do have all I need. I woke up with some aches and pains, but I woke up. My life may not be perfect, but I am blessed.honestly, it's a miracle I'm still even alive.
why do people do this?is it because of the past or are just preparing me for the future?”
my marriage didn't work out. You might disagree with some of this and that is okay. This is what I have found to be true in my life.