I choose: Reality

The broken hearted ninja

I'm plunging down into my own iniquity,
Holding my breath against my fears,
The presence of my heartbeat is gone,
Is my time up? 

Tears dripping down to my cheeks,
What is this feeling? 
All the memories I could recall 
Were right in front of my eyes.

Reminiscing a dream that I paid no attention to, 
All of the fights that we've been through,
A secret playground that no one knows of
Secrets that only we knew.

Gazed upon the direction of light,
It pierced violently through my heart,
Such a tranquil topography,
I wouldn't want this to end. 

All the colors of life are in this world, 
Everything is where it belongs,
Nothing controls you,
You're as free as a bird. 

Is it worth going back? 
To something that lacks.
Running is not an option, 
Trying to escape reality is not a choice.

Between the gates of life and death, 
I choose reality; Where I belong, 
The Illuminating light began to lose it's luminosity 
And there I was...