the end

alexis

you left me here
on the cold, hard floor
thinking and waiting.
i cant find the door.

my world is spinning,
round n round
im feeling dizzy,
here on the ground

what did you do to me?
i cant even cry,
it hurts too much
ill i can think is i wanna die.

did you drug me?
rape me?
hurt me?
tell me!

i thought i could trust you,
but your just a boy,
another mutt,
and im just your chew toy.

one night deal,
is what you wanted,
i got your date,
and that, i flaunted

my parents are home,
i hear the car,
im drifting away,
their voices seem so far.

mommy's face is right there,
saying "honey! honey! can you hear me"
i want to scream out to tell her yes!
but my voice cannot flee.

its all my own fault,
my parents said no,
but i just didnt listen,
now here my life goes.

i know i wont make it,
so i force myself to say,
"Mommy, forgive me,
im gonna die today"

she looks at me
as my eyes roll back,
the keys to Heaven
is what i lack.

will God forgive me
for what i did?
i hope he does,
i am only a kid!

goodbye mommy,
and daddy too,
this is the end,
i love you.