I Feel the Pain

Summer E. Augustine

I feel the pain as you make me cry, as you make my heart bleed inside me.
    I feel the pain as I make myself cry because of the way you make me feel  when I am around you.
    The red staining blood from my heart is inside me no longer
    
    I feel the pain as the sharp knife cuts through my blue veins, 
making me hurt so much to the point I cry and hurt no longer.
    
   I no longer feel pain, but rather, I feel relieved at the thought of what I had done
    Now you feel the pain. You feel the pain that I had felt ,because of you, before I left.
    
   You feel the pain, a pain that is so unbearable, that you can't stand it any longer.
    You feel the pain, and your heart bleeds on the inside also.
    The pain caused you to you to do what I did to I, myself.
   
   You made yourself feel more pain, but more pain made your pain feel better than before.
    You made yourself feel pain for one reason and one reason only. 
   You felt this pain to tell me, somehow hoping that I could hear you cry for me, 
that I meant the world to you and you didn't want us to end like this. 
    
   You didn't want me to feel pain, you just wanted me to stay safe and happy. 
   You just couldn't tell how much I was really suffering, because of you, until I had left.
    
You felt this pain, and ended up like me .
    In this new life after death we are together again.
    We are no longer in pain, and because we are now together again, we will never feel pain again.