A harsh lie

xx Rachael xx

The way you mesmerized me-
made me feel like one of a kind-
but in truth
it was all a lie.

Bets unnoticed
games played-
an unbeknownst truth really inside

A message, clearly never sent
never reached me and my heart
so much pain that is revealed
I feel unworthy of my pride

You said that you would love me for eternity
not half of a half of a short bare century
and I still can't believe that you lied

My mind yearns for you
but I tell it that your love is not true-
it makes me explode inside
as it might've every other time

As I soon realize more and more
that you already weren't the right one for me
Yet I still can't believe that you lied to me.