love deprived

kanika

I walk past road without count of my steps,
with my marching steps my tears match and pace...
something has changed something has gone,
my voluptuous beauty was the thing you only longed,
you loved me never ,you liked me never
I was just someone for you..

I walk the street and pass the crowd,
I feel just numbness and feel a terror,
solitude has grabbed me in his arms 
n smile got caged,
I walk with you but I still feel alone,
just for sake of your happiness 
I took all sorrow,
gloominess,pain and miseries I have now,
but you after spending 
every night beside me don't even know...

I die with passing time, 
I choke and still my tear 
stays invisible to you  after all why??
why you have to be a heart breaker,
even when I trust you with all your lies..
I feel unloved in your arms, I am so much your love deprived ..

(dedicated to a guy whom I love but he doesn't,and it pains a lot to accept a relation where u give your all but get no love in return,plz pray for me that guy start valuing what I feel,little happiness is all I need with no future promises)