The man that hunts my dreams.......

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He smiled and laughed.
He made my mother fall so fast.
He was someone she adored.
With him she was never bored.
I've never seen my mother so happy.

I looked at him like a father.
Even though i wasn't his blood daughter
But in one night that will change. 
That day i saw his personality rearrange.

He looked at me strange.
But i was so young i didn't really understand.
I was only 7 so a chance i didn't stand.
My mother had to go to work.
Oh how i wish she didn't leave me with that jerk.

She laid me next to him.
Barely any light just a small dim.
I hear the door slam.
If only i knew i was damned.

my childhood was taken.
Confusion filled my little mind.
As i felt him touch me i knew this wasn't right.
But his strength was nothing i can fight.
My hands squeezed the sheets so tight.

As i prayed for it to be over.
little did i know it would never be over.
He stopped after what seemed like hours.
He turned on his side.
My body feeling like it was tied.

Tears formed in my eyes.
The next day my mother arrives.
I ran to her and told my mother.
Not knowing this will scar me for life.
My mothers response hit her as cold as ice.
She's left alone to cry at night.
No one to help her in this fight.
But what most don't know is know this girl is now a women.
Still fighting alone.
And a heart like stone.

She hopes now someone will come and break her stoned heart.
so she can once again feel it beat.
And to fight her fear and have a new start.