I'll tell myself
Sylvia Mickey
25 Jun, 2012 05:04 PMYes we did it. But accomplished nothing. It will be a memory that only we share. With a sour feeling. You don't want to date me. You don't want to call me. You don't want to see me. So don't. I won't be clingy. I won't be annoying. I'll just go back to being that friend you see once a year when she drives up to visit. We'll catch up and then you'll excuse yourself. Because you're a busy guy and you have other people to see. Forget that I made the trip up to see you, because everyone else is waiting. But on this night, you finally told them you are too busy. Because I was in town. And for one night, I felt that I was finally getting your full attention. Until it was over. Now I don't know when I'll see you again. Because it's your call. And though I'm the one driving up, it's your decision as to when I can visit. And I know that since it's up to you, it won't be for a long time. And I don't want to wait around. So I'll have to loosen the strings my heart tied to you. Forget what I thought I felt. And ask you in 6 months, Hey, how's it going? To which you'll reply, it's going. And I'll tell myself that I'm too busy to visit you. Because I don't have the time to make that trip. And all will be back to normal.
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