All I Want Is To Be Saved

Mandi Hunt

They ask me how I do it.
How do I be so brave.
If they only knew the truth.
All I want is to be saved.

I struggle.
I cry.
Nobody knows whats hidden beneath this smile.
My smile is only a mask.

A mask that is showing the world that I will be okay.
But even that becomes a question.
I cry myself.
To sleep each night.
Asking myself.
Why I'm even trying.

I see no light.
Only shadows in the darkness of my life.
Eye liner smeared.
Pounding my fists.

I see no point.
Such a struggle.
No one here to save me.
I wanna be taken away.

From all this frustration.
Depression.
Suffering.
I want to be saved.

I need someone to show me that there is a point in trying.
I need a reason for getting up in the morning.
Don't know how much longer I can go on.
People don't care.
About lives that aren't there's.

All I want is to see some sunlight.
All I want is someone to hold my hand.
All I want is for someone, anyone to kiss the pain away.
All I want is to go a night with out consideration of suicide.

All I want is the burning to disappear. 
All I want is some meaning to come into my life.
All I want is for someone to listen.
All I want is help.
All I want Is To Be Saved.