I'm not fine

harley

I thought I was fine
 Obviously I'm far from.
I'm forced to stay here.
 I wanna take her place.
She'd be happy here
 I'm alone...

I'm stuck here; alone and sad
 Nobody is here, here to understand.
I sit alone and cry.
 All everyone does is lie.
                    
I'm tired of the sympathy
 They make me sound pathetic.
I try not to think,
 It only hurts
                          
Its all they bring up.
 It makes me think.
I start blaming myself.
 I hate this!
                          
You enjoy this, don't you?
 They say I'm not alone.
But am I?