Owen .....I am so sorry

Shauna mosher

I'm sorry I did sleep with Ehman this time around, 
Idk what I was thinking Owen, or why I Let u down,
the first time it was what it was and nothing more.
I kissed him and showed him the door, 

December came and went with Dan, 
and still in the end 
I was your biggest and only fan...

now July haunts me like a ghost, 
I made a mistake and drifted out to coast, 
I hurt you badly, and 
I don't know why but I only love you so madly, 

I need you baby I swear in my heart,
Your the only one that sets me and the world apart...
I made a big mistake I will admit it now, 
And made myself out to not understand HOW, 

I love u Owen and don't throw us away, 
You will stay inside my heart each and everyday, 
I'll beg you on my knees 
and ask u please please please...
forgive me baby, it wasn't what it seemed. 

You are the only man who completes my dreams! 
I am sorry I couldn't tell u for about a month, 
In ur eyes I know I look like a cheat
but I didn't want to hurt u, 
I didn't wanna see it through, 

I couldn't bear to lose you, 
Yet here we are, possibly never saying our I do's....
I f!-*ed up quite a few times, 
and now I've messed up to the point where I rhyme, 

I love you baby, u drive me crazy, 
and I'll never forgive myself, but if u could maybe, 
just look into your heart 
and not put me back onto the shelf. 

I made a mistake by cheating on you, 
and I'll never EVER forgive myself 
or be protective over you. 
It was one sexual time, 
it wasn't that kind, 

It drove Me out of my mind, 
Not in pleasure, but only in pain, 
and now I see I had nothing to GAIN...
I lost my closest dearest friend, 

my love my Baby to The very end. 
I know the road we traveled wasn't easy, 
sometimes the motion sickness made us both queasy, 
but I am not perfect I can only admit, 

I didn't wanna tell u any of it for a month 
but I knew you'd call it quits. 
This is breaking my heart, tearing me apart, 
I can't sleep, can't eat 
and I'll probably never mend, 

without YOU MY love, I don't KNOW where to begin. 
Sometimes the "time u took" made me act out, 
scream and yell and sometimes text a shout! 
I didn't mean anything I ever did to you, 
and most the time it always made me more blue. 

Owen I Love u so damn much, 
take a look at the hand I made for you, 
And please don't crinkle it and crunch! 
Those memories are ours that we shared, 
And each and everyone I can't seem to bear...
that they all May be closing to a end, 

And nothing I can do can bring them back again, 
I f!#ked up and screwed another dude, 
someone who meant nothing to me, 
not like the way I feel for you. 
The way you make me smile with a show of your hands, 
the way we have struggled and pulled through and 
learned how to "dance"....

The way I have fallen for u so Many times, 
The way I am again learning how to rhyme...
I made such a huge mistake and only once it took, 
most the time in life it hasn't been a opened book, 

I lied I deceived I made myself out to be, 
A person I wanted You to see, 
I wasn't right, 
and it's been keeping me UP all night, 
I can't dream
And I can't rest, 
most the time I'd rather take a bullet to the chest! 

We have been through hell you and I, 
and without u Baby I just may curl up and die, 
I'm Going to publish this for all the world to See! 
I don't care who sees it and criticizes me....
what we had and have is real and nothing can compare, 
and no man on this earth will ever dare...
to try to take what's rightfully yours, 

I won't kiss I won't f!!k 
I'll show his butt to a strangers door! 
I love you Owen and as much as u wanna believe, 
I'm Not perfect nor anything but human, 
and I do Make mistakes and DECEIVE. 

I do love u tho and truly truly care, 
And deep down I want u to be aware, 
that the roads may be shakie 
and the seas may split in two, 
but baby, I have NOTHING 
but respect and love for you.....

I regret first kiss with that shmuck,
And the second time when we ended up with a f!*k 
but if you'd ever give me another chance, 
Id learn and love to complete our dance, 
there's so many steps still un taken and 
without u I am forsaken. 

I can't live without you, and what you do 
and how you make me feel, 
without you my life isn't real, 
I'll tell the world what a fool I have been, 
I'll write it out and sign my name in pen. 
Shauna mosher is a Ridiculous fool, 
She lies and cheats and breaks all her own rules, 
she acts out of spite and vindictiveness, 
All to hurt someone for a pitiful kiss. 

Owen Taylor is a knight indeed, 
kind and sweet and charming to a T, 
He is the most amazing man alive, 
and the way I hurt him yes yes I should die! 
There's no one that compares to this guy, 

he makes your heart soar and 
helps spread your wings to fly, 
on top Of it all as if he could get any better, 
he Is amazing in the sack, no one can compare, 

The way he does everything intact! 
This man is prince charming he is! 
Wowing you away with a simple kiss! 
Under the stars and set to a old theme, 
he is far far from A scheme! 

I would die for this man, it is true, 
I'd beat the people who hurt him 
till they are black And blue! 
And did I mention I may wanna start with me?!
Here I go! A swift kick to my Own wee wee! 
A toothless **** like me doesn't deserve , 
this man who Is covered in fur! 

And yes yes I LOVE that too! 
And anyone else who doesn't F U! 
He's real and a man that's trusted and true, 
so AMAZING and wonderful too! 

I need him In my life so dear, 
that I may of ruined everything we held So near! 
If at all Owen u can forgive me, u will see, 
A person who won't disagree, 
A person who gives u your space, 
A person who doesn't TRY to Win the race, 
You will see a woman who is changed, 

A woman who has learned the error or her ways, 
and made a mistake now and again , 
with a few pitiful puny tiny weinered men! 
I am So sorry words cannot express, 
and the things I Am and feel can't make me
Out to be less! 

I miss u now and always so Very much, 
I yearn And long for your touch! 
Please forgive me and take my words sincere! 
I Will mean every rhyming one 
for years and years and years! 

U are the sun in my sky and the moon I see at night, 
the world has turned dark
And I am in fright! 
Again so the world can see what a cunt I've truly been, 
I'll publish this tonight and 
send it to the men, 

for the lips I kissed was a great mistake, 
and the moments I had with them I regret so badly 
JUST go drown me in a lake! 
Owen taylor bush is the most amazing man ! 
I am nothing but a w!*re bag! 
Please forgive me Owen bush! 
I'm starting to turn to straight MUSH! 
I love u baby so very much, 
believe in me believe in us, 
believe in the paper that has my touch! 

Each and every memory, I miss so Dearly, 
and I cant suffer to think about truly losing u, 
for these other a!*es I'll just hand my gun to u, shoot me right between the eyes, 
execute me until I die! 

I'll do anything for u back again, 
even turn the gun on a few men! 
Baby please, remember me. 
The me I know u can still see. 
Owen Taylor I love u with all my heart, 
and never ever will do anything to
Hurt us, harm us or tear us apart! 

Here I go To publish this, 
may I suffer to the worlds hiss! 
Bring it on I don't care, 
Owen Taylor bush is all that can leave me in despair.....
.......I love u!