The Dark

Trevor Plett

scanning the dark
I see your face
scanning the dark
I know my place

scanning the dark
leads to pain
scanning the dark
nothing to gain

want to run away from the source
running with no clear course
lost in the debris of what could never be
clearing the wreckage of what was never you and me
relationships damaged beyond repair please teach me how to not care

want someone to blame
but it has to my shame
what I feel can't always be wrong
all I want is the perfect love song

someone I can't stop dreaming about
that won't break my heart with doubt 
I know there's no way for you to possibly  see
how much feeling all this for you confuses me 

not slept a wink
had too much time to think
affection shown
like daggers thrown
hate to admit the jealousy 
hate more that I wish he was me