story of my love

miss love-fate

what i have learned by my sorrow, 
is that in this world there is no waiting for tomorrow
pain leaves, then comes back
while in other's mind..it is happiness that i lack.

i wasnt always broken like this.
At one time, i smiled and laughed, like i would never enter to this abyss
He sat by me, held my hand while i cried.
And watched as he left at how my heart blead.

He never came back, soon later i stopped beleiving
i would ever see his face while i am still breathing.
Save me i ask.
from this life...i know what i ask, is none other but one painstaking task

But is it humane? 
To watch as i bleed and slowly melt into to insane.
take me from my agony.
spare me my uncertainy...

save me now, 
before i drown...
no longer will i dream
of my love..or so he used to seem.