Ending the pain

CrystalWolfTear

I loved you my sweetheart, my heart my soul
I love you forever wherever you go.

I think of you everyday
wishing for you
wishing for you to stay
wishes come true

then I see the lies
I see you there
my heart, it cries
while I just stare

I trusted you
I told the truth
some lies where true
I needed you

I look at the past
just a stab in the heart
our love didn't last
though I loved you from the start

I took a knife 
thought back at the pain
ending my life
I opened my vain

tears fill my eyes
so it ends right here
I see through the lies
and you disappear

I feel weak and cold
dying to see you again
the past never told
I could not take the strain

so I close my eyes
take a deep breath
with you in my mind
I welcome my death.