IMPERFECT SERENITY

dane -N3KORB-

Why can't this life be fair to me?
Why not just try to set me free
From this heartache that's killing me
DAMN! My heart's bleeding undeniably.

Come to think about everything,
My sacrifices you gave no meaning.
For all the things that i have been doing,
To you it was all nothing.

I was so stupid to give you my heart,
And wasted it until it fell apart.
Now where will i pick up those parts, 
That you shredded and wasted so hard

Tell me what i did to deserve this?
The painful irony of bliss.
I shouldn't have wanted you,
But this Damn heart just keeps on beating for you.

I wanna halt this illusion,
'Coz you've given me no reason
I should have tried to hold on,
But on the other side, you weren't there to catch me as i fall.

Enough with self pity,
Start anew and make life worthy.
Start with little steps, 
And the rest will follow smoothly and perfect