Forbidden Friend

eli friend

I have a friend an he is forbidden
because unlike all my other friends he hurts me
he has no heart
he has no soul

he is cold all the way through
he cuts me all over an brings pain to my body
he watches my crimson blood fall from my arm an to the floor 

people do not like him 
and that is why he is forbidden 
I call him my friend because he take the pain away an the feeling of doom that is in my heart an soul

but he is forbidden... 
my razor blade friend 
the only one who really understands me 
and the pain I am in 

so I let him cut my arms all over 
and bring the feeling of happiness to me 
I love my forbidden friend
my razor blade friend.....