Favorite mistake

Nee-han

Have you ever wondered why 
when your heart breaks and then heals, 
there are still cracks that are unhealed? 

Have you ever wondered why 
when you give someone your heart 
they take it and stomp on it 
until you’re in tears?  

Have you ever wondered why 
we always thought 
we'd look back on our tears and laugh, 
but we never thought 
we'd look back on our laughter and cry? 

Love is as delicate as glass, 
once broken it can be fixed, 
but sometimes it just can't.
 
He always told me to get over you, 
but it’s so hard to let go of the things 
you never really had.
Right my love?

You said I'd never understand your pain. 
So what am I feeling now? 
I'm being tortured by the only man I've ever loved. 
Physically and mentally. 

What happened to you? 
Has the darkness finally taken over the sanity you once had. 

Although you left my body untouched and untainted. If someone would just look deep inside 
they'd see the scars you left behind. 
But do not worry they've made me stronger. 

I'm not a fragile little bud. 
I've finally bloomed into a beautiful blossom. 
And....

No matter how many times I say I'm over you. 
You always manage to sneak back in my mind.
Loving you was my favorite mistake