Broken Promise

Angel

Everything is the same.
I can't escape.
No fighting will,
Is going to save me.

Tears my fall.
Only my shirt
Is there to soak,
They drown me.

Filling my clothes.
Living in my lungs.
No sound comes,
From my screaming mouth.

Imprisoned in my own.
Home isn't tangible
Six summers.
Separate us...

Still I'm longing
from my return.
You were my fort
My unmoving rock.

But she crumbled
And you moved.
Against your power.
She stole our promise.

I hold your heart,
I carry it in mine,
But it gets heavy.
Please,show me.
Save me, return.
Everything would be ok.

But is that what this is.
A cry from you?
A plea for anything
To release me from pain.
Or a wish?

A desire to live.
Not here,but there
With you,
In the sky.

The moments pass,
But not with ease,
A brawl of strength.
I've persevered though.

Maybe I haven't wanted to.
I'm called to by.
Undying love,
For your daughter and sons.

I've lived too long,
For someone else.
It's time I live.
For me,but can't grasp how.

To breathe air in
And not with it gone.
Unable to understand.
My purpose...

Be my guide.
Shine your line.
I need your direction.
In order to survive...