On the Edge

trinity

Silent cries at night
In my dreams I see shadows of you
And only of you and in that moment 
I'm free 
Free from the tears and pain of the reality
That you are 
Gone
 
But when I wake I'm trapped once again
Finding myself on the edge of weakness
But I push myself to go on cause
It was you who pushed me to keep going

Reversing those words 
It was you who pushed me to keep going
So why should I keep going 
if you are no longer here to push me further?

But somewhere in my dreams push me 
Push off the edge
So I can be with you and only you
So in that moment I can be happy
With no worries or thoughts 
Its only you.