Hated For Being Me

Jay

Why am I hated for being me?
A question I can not answer!
The hate that I receive is mostly from my family!
They do not understand or accept the way I am!
They think that its my fault for every little thing.

These feelings I have,
Were not a choice!
I did not ask for them, nor did I ever want them!
Why would I choose a life of hardness?
Why would I choose a life that I know you all don't understand?
Why would I choose a life that makes me hate my body everyday?

I wish I knew the answer,
I wish I knew the fix!
But God made me this way for a reason.
A reason I do not know, 
but a reason that I will soon find out!
Is he testing me?

Am I strong enough to go through this,
Or am I weak enough to give up?
No matter how hard life gets...
I am a fighter and I will fight through this!