This blade

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This pain is killing me.
This eternal sadness that looms over me.
This black cloud that wont go away.

I found a way to get through the pain.
By just inflicting more.
I take this blade
and drag it over my flesh.

This blade takes my sorrow.
This blade takes my fear.
This blade will take my life.

I slice and slice waiting for the blood
that never comes.
I must cut harder,deeper.
Oh why won't it kill me?!

They tell me to stop.
They tell me it'll be ok
but what do they know?
They do not understand my pain.

This blade in my hand is my only friend.
This blade will take me from this world.
This blade will surely kill me.