Lost

Brianna

What do you call it when all you 
feel is pain?
when your loved ones look at you
and all you feel is shame ?
when you're tired of living and
playing this game ?
when you know your life is 
meaningless and you're the only
one to blame ?

What do you call it when the hurt
is in your soul?
when you smile and laugh but you 
know it's all a show?
when you feel you've hit your all time low?
when nothing makes you happy and
the darkness around you grows?

What do you call it when you feel
so alone?
when you're in your house, but it 
doesn't feel like home?
when you look back in your life
and every choice you made seems wrong?
when the wait to die seems too 
long.