I still love him...

Nereida

I still love him even though he caused me a lot of pain...
it still hurts me when i see him with her,
I try to act like if everything was fine but in reality my heart is breaking,

Why did he have to do that if he knew that i loved him,
He is my everything,
Was i not good enough for him? my unconditional love for him meant nothing?
Did he ever loved me the way i love him? I guess not because all he ever did was play with me and hurt me

He knew just how much to hurt me so i wouldn't leave him, when he was close to losing me he made me believe in his love again...