desperation one time thrill

anne

One disturbance in my heart,
One destruction sets us apart
head chooses left, chest chooses right
one the day, one the night...

We're two worlds, there's me, there's you
but there was once an us,
oh sweet god what am I to do?
desperation settles in my the depths of my mind
but it was a one time thrill, not permanent 
I hope that it will find...

People say those two words all of the time,
but there just children  playing games
they don't know night from day
when they look to the sky

you haunt me and forever will
why, oh why a one time thrill?