The Hardest Thing To Do

Shannon

When you have given it your all
thinking we will grow old together
not giving up 
determined to make it work

trying to earn his respect and gain his trust
showing your loyalty 
giving your heart
wanting only to matter

but he just tears you apart 
always wondering why
what did I do
to make you hate me so much

I look like a fool
without any guilt and no regret 
he did the one thing 
that I can never forget

I try to forgive  but thats hard to do
when he’s not even sorry 
how can you be so cruel
you destroyed my life and our future too

we said till death do us part 
but that wasn’t true 
just another lie
thats all you seem to do.

you slept with my friend
over and over again
thats hardly a mistake 
for this my heart cannot mend

you wanted to hurt me
and thats just what you did
my husband, my lover, you were my best friend? 
what happened to forever?

why did you make me your wife
you tell me you need me because I’m your soul mate in life
yet
you don’t love me enough to tell me the truth
that’s how I know my feelings will never matter to you

So my love this is going to be the hardest thing for me to do
learn to  accept defeat and let go of you