just let me be free grandma
carmellia
10 Aug, 2013 08:31 PMnow im here because of you with tears and scars most of all the pain watch me as I drown in deep sorrow i try to reach my goal "you can never make it" you say well one is to make you happy what i do turns out wrong why cant you see this for once? your right by the way im a failure so why do i even try? i should just die so... why the tears and scars with pain? because of all the mean things you say it hurts to hear them so im a self harmer its nothing new i just do things to finish off the day every night when everyone is sleeping im awake what am i doing? im crying and thinking in complete darkness thinking of what? me being a bad granddaughter, how i fail at everything, how i should just kill myself im not worth it, how i hate myself but mostly on how i could never make you happy. me and my mom may be alike you and everyone say but i want to be better then everyone else i try with my grades, poetry, reading, track, all types of things to see at least a smile... not even that well.... im sorry that's all i could say
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