I AM GOING TO SMILE

suraj barkul

I AM GOING TO SMILE

living alone for me has become like a habit,
but the change in me is nt bad not even a bit...

People didnt try to understand y am i doing this,
No one asked the reason whom do i really miss...

Yes i miss sm1 very close to my heart,
She is actually my life's most important part...

Today i sit alone remembering her remembering abt our past,
I keep on blaming tym y did it pass so fast...

My heart aches wid sadness and all my tears will flow,
 wat it meant to loose her no one will ever know...

I wish there was a way i cud go back in tym, 
To hold her in my arms cuz she is just mine...

Bt nw i am going to let her go in style,
And even if it kills me
I AM GOING TO SMILE

   -suraj barkul