Inevitable

Ashlea .C

you say that you love me.
you tell me you care.
although we both know
our love
is bursting into flares.

no more than a corpse
burning to ashes.
through my eyes 
out life together flashes.

we had no purpose. we had no trust.
all that remained was luring lies
and long lasting lust.

if you only knew,
how much you put me through.
if you only felt,
your soul slowly melt.
your world slowly fall.

then maybe, you wouldn't have done the things you did.
maybe you wouldn't have created this lovely weeping kid.
 trying to convince myself you're not far from perfect.

but you perceive my lies so i'm certain what to expect.
now i know i have to wake up from this nightmare or so it seems.
but i love you for showing me you're just a rundown dream