Breaking Inside

CrystalWolfTear

I close my eyes to find again
The sharp yet devastating pain
Within my weak and fragile heart
That is slowly getting torn apart

I try to forget all the past
Yet somehow you still thrive to last
I cry inside yet you won't hear
I just want my end to be near

I want you to remember me
Not a smudge by a distant tree
But a glow inside all lost hope
As you begin to learn to cope

I wish to be important to you
But I know that its not true
You will never value me more than her
I know I am just a fading blur

Your stare burns into my eyes
As I slowly look through your lies
I know you don't love me and never will
Each heart beat is another taken pill