Frozen in pain filled time

Raven

Living in a world so cold
Staring at my life paralyzed
Nothing but lies
Living inside myself
I feel numb

I feel so frozen inside
Wasting away
In a shell without a soul
Living too cold
To notice the world changing

Right before my eyes
Counting the days in frozen time
Waiting for time to move
Waiting for my life to continue
But waiting for my life to end

I can't take it much longer
Staying still in time
It hurts and tortures my soul
But there is no starting time
No matter how hard
Time will always stay still
Inside everlasting pain
In my soul