Behind my Smile

CrystalWolfTear

Behind my smile are embedded scars
My anguished mind is too damaged
Your words were hurtful and harsh
Throughout years I received damage

I tried to hide my misery for so long
The suffering and pain torn me apart
I tried to erase memories and keep strong
I tried to fix my devastated heart
 
Day go by and Depression eats away
At my cold, weak mind and heart
Yesterday is ruined and so is today
I can't bring on a new start

Those scars are carved into my skin
As sorrow shatters my wrecked mind 
You aren't flawless, your just a sin
As today leaves me in ruins which bind...

...me to failure, to hopelessness
Destroying my reality, my night and day
Causing chaos, burying me in sadness
I don't have anything here to say...