sleepless nights

shannon

During sleepless nights....
i pretend that the past isn't real
it brings back how i used to feel
so much sadness in my hopeless life...
never knew things would change so fast
your not here and I'm alone
trying to runaway from this pain that has grown 
i feel so empty now your gone
there's so much crying; i feel like dying
this one is for you
and these words aren't brand new
though it's coming from the heart
thank you for the life you given me
thank you for the hope ; I'm finally free
you'll always be in my mind
cross my heart, hope to die
i never will forget you
i can't go on without you
i hope this wish will come true
During sleepless nights and endless dreams
these words inside my heart
stay in there till we're apart
feel these tears coming in my eyes
i try not to cry I'll try
this shooting pain in my eyes
can't hold it anymore
you're gone; you walked away
now I'm colder then the ocean breeze
now you're to far gone
please stay with me
i promised myself i would not cry
then a silent tear falls from my eye
you're the only place i can put myself
no hopes or dreams
can fill my tumbling days
after you're gone
day after day
and i slowly go insane
i hear your voice 
if i see you next to never
how can we say forever
where ever you go
i will be right here waiting for you
whatever it takes
and now my heart brakes 
i will be right here waiting for you
i hear the laughter i taste the tears
i wonder how can we survive
this romance
but in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
i wonder for a moment 
if this is all a dream
to watch you leaving....
is to know that I've lost my place on this earth
long ago i was free
where did all the time go?
and i will finally have to let go
this memory will be in my heart forever
i will say go bye to you.
but not forever
only for now
-Shannon-