I hate that I miss you

Alicia

I cut my hair 
I dyed it purple 
I fight the pain you put me threw 
the kisses the love
was it all a lie?

please just stab me in the heart
it's more human then watching me cry
I refuse to look at you it hurts 
I refuse to say I miss you
look at the mess you left

locking people out fearing love
I hate our stupid song 
I hate our stupid movie 
I hate your stupid name! 
I can't forgive you for hurting me

look at the mess you left
a broken girl drowning in hate and sadness
because as much as I hate you ..
I also miss you 
I hate my stupid heart for loving you

I bite my lip when you walk by 
I hate MLP because you'd watch it 
I hate blond girl at out school
I hate that I miss you kiss
your sweet embrace 

I hate that I felt love for a cheater
I hate the warmth I felt for you
when you say my name I still feel it in my heart 
I hate that I have to face you 
I hate that I miss you