Shattered Hope

Secretvoice

It started with a text
Developed through more texts
I thought my chance finally arrived
So this time i decided to drive

The first crazy thing i just did
Actually ended up pretty neat
I went home feeling hopeful
Thinking things were quite eventful

And then we talked more through texts
And then perhaps he thought it's time to end 
So he dropped some hints in our conversations
I took them, realized these were all my delusions

It s been a long time since the last time
This made me foolishly think this is my hope
But no, when has it ever been easy
I needa focus and throw away thoughts that are crazy

hey, i really thought i would have it after such a long time
But wait, i guess patience comes back into play
I enjoy this short moment of hope, though
Too bad i m the one that needs the reality dose