Poisoned

Celestial Starlight

They stare through my eyes,
I'm wishing I was dead,
All this pain inside, 
All these words left unsaid.

I stare at the poison,
Then I scream and I cry,
As I keep on breathing,
I try and wonder why?

Why i'm alive and why i'm here
And why I want to die
Because no one would care.
After a while happiness would return
I stare at my reflection,
As this sharp dagger burns.

My tears wish suicide,
But my heart yearns for him,
And my soul wants no more pain,
I wish he would cast this all away.
There is nothing left for me to gain.

Just kill me,
You'll get over it you'll see,
Because i'm not worth anything.