Breathless

Silence

Wash away my true colours, hide who I really am
I don't deserve to live, I failed this life's exam
My demons have taken over, I struggle, I'm helpless
I feel so alone, abandoned and worthless

It all started from that word unsaid, unknown
You left me hanging there, breathless and alone
The many nights I cried, the scars I left behind
You're just a selfish lover; left unloved and blind

The countless struggles left scars upon my skin
As I weakly attempted to battle all my deadly sins
Some may feel as if my story is made of gold
But there is a part of it, deliberately left untold

I'm not afraid of death; I fear the consequence
My demons are trapped inside as I search for somnolence
I don't deserve you; I know it, I suffer from pain
The truth has left me hollow, it killed me inside once again

Scars left unhealed and heart left unfixed
And it seems that silence, may never quite set me free
Silence