You should have known

Kanashimi Raven

You should have known that he loves her more
the way he stares her body from head to toe 
the way his lips turn into a smirk
the way he rubs her body when they walk 

Ohh you should have realized long ago
that he always longed only for her. 
You should have known that you were just a toy
to please and pleasure before you'd go 

Ohh no point in crying and frowning now
that he's got you knocked up
you know he won't bother to stay here
when he's got her in his car

Ohh look, there they go
they kiss and make out in public
remember, he never did that to you
especially when he figured out what lived within you

He hated you then, 
and the baby inside you
he told you to “kill it” but you didn't comply 

A teen single-mother you're left
for laughs and to be shamed
with no one to care and all there to blame

Your parents are turning to work on your sister
Your friends make remarks which hurt and linger
The one who gave you this baby has run
And all you want now is to die and be done.