JuSt AlOnE..

$$ ash hater of life $$

I sat alone and just looked down,
My face setting up a deep frown,
The brown black eyes rained down tears,
Was there no one who really cares..


Deep down my soul I was shattered,
My heart was broken but mind still flattered,
Filled up with anger and frustration,
I ripped off myself with that painful sensation..


My life had no substance just had a void,
I was turning down into a paranoid,
I rejected of affection and of care,
Got no one beside with whom i could share..


All i wanted was to be alone JUST ALONE,
Although my heart reaching out for love so desperately in moan,
Every effort to make myself stable and well was futile,
I was just left ALONE in inertness of thought and great sile....