Life at Edge (Haiku)

Fiakfairok Zathang

(Haiku)
After the rains stop
Without showing the rainbows
The cold comes along

Fiakfairok

(Non-Haiku)
I never thought 
This rain season would be this long 
Like uncountable times and lives 
They stepped on my broken roads 
I yearned for rainbows to show 

I always hoped
The clouds would be clear enough 
For me to feel beauty in life soon
I'd hurt no more in the life of loves 
They're just unreachable dreams 

Now I'm gone 
The cold season has come as before  
To take out all the soul I have left 
They do not know I am dying inside 
How long do I have to feel this? 

-Fiakfairok