I'm not suppose to

Ink, paper, and a pen

Loving you is wrong i know,
But still i love you even if a river of tears will flow
Seeing photos of you hurts me so
But i love you i just cant let you go.

I'm just a shadow hiding
Afraid that anyone will know i'm loving
Loving someone i'm not supposed to
But like a dove so free, i wanna shout i love you, i really do.

You have a wife and a son
I'm nothing just an option, i wanna run
Run and be lost from the things that's killing me
Why does it hurt so bad but still you i wanna be.

I'm just a shadow afraid of the light.
I know me, you, us is wrong but just cant get it right
With you enjoying every second of forbidden moments
But i love you that's all i know for this moment.