Paper and a pen

Ink, paper, and a pen

How was it to forget someone you always remember
How was it not to think of someone you always see even when you slumber.
How was it not to love someone you wish to be with forever
How was it to heal and be hurt never.

Why is it that the one who hurts you are the ones you loved the most?
I'm human i have feelings not like post.
Please stop,get out of my head, it kills me
How ironic that you're hurting me but still it's you i wanna be.

Can you be back and be mine again?
The last time i saw you dont know when
I wanna tell you i love you i regret that moment and then
Now you're gone, i'm just left crying with a paper and a pen.