the truth is
Daniel Bogogolela
11 Feb, 2016 12:00 PMI know that I've never been in your life.know that I've never showed up,know that I should've been there when you needed me but, the truth is, you shouldn't have had to wait for me to show up. As a parent I should've been there and neither you nor your mother should have told me to come see how you both are doing. The truth is, I really wanted to be there for you and watch you grow into a wonderful man you're. I should've known that loving women,leaving them and deleting their contacts. From my phone and email accounts may backfire but, I was sometimes, more hurt than lovers I no longer needed. I was too proud and in my pride I never thought about any person's feelings but my own. The truth is, I couldn't not know what tomorrow held for me. I thought that making my own plans like a real man should. And make my future better. I forgot that to be wise, a man should leave all his tomorrows in the loving arms of the Lord. Because only Him knows what will happen between now and then. I truly wanted to see you crawl and stand up. But as always, as my friend always said whenever he reprimanded me; I wanted to toy with people's feelings and forget about the repercussions of all of that. Above all else, I'm thankful that; another man raised you and, kept you safe from fierce winds. From hands of those who don't know how to nurture, and feed children who aren't their own. Today I have to say that I'm proud to have a young responsible man who has my physique and looks. Whom I think would have the same ability of doing things like his father has. I'm also proud that, though she was young and had to skip her studies for two years. To bond with you, that your mother saw fit, to carry you for nine months. And deliver you into this earth without having known if I would ever be in your lives.
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Post a Comment22 May, 2016 04:15 PM
It's not ever too late to do the right thing.