I love you alot.

Haylee Swanson.

When will this nightmare end?
When will the pain stop?
When will the tears dry?
My hearts gonna die 
It's shattered into 1 million little pieces
You left me with no love, no love at all
just me and my broken heart.
Words can't explain how I feel, why are you such a big deal?
Your just a big deal to me
I loved you.
I hate this fear 
you told me you'd always be here
but you lied 
this sadness I just can't hide
Just thinking about you makes me cry
I try and try to get by.
I can't even sleep 
you make me weep
I can't even eat
my hearts just to beat
I just wanna hide away in my room
and hope that you'll call me soon
call me and tell me you love me and you miss me and how bad you wanna kiss me
But who am I kidding that will never happen 
you have her, the best of them all
I'll just stand here until I fall
fall into a deep sleep and never wake up.
But I have a life to attend to
and I'll attend it thinking of you
There won't be a day that I won't miss you 
but I'll still act happy even though that I'm not 
always remember that I love you a lot.