how

its complicated

how

how can i love someone who i know would break my heart?
how can i be such a fool believing he's right from the start?
all my life i thought he's the one for me that he will love me of who i maybe.
but loving him is a mistake i should have seen.
i was blinded because of what i have been.
and  now i can't have the road i should take.
i became weak because i love him ever since.
how can i love again if he took my heart away?
if the pain is still here begging me to stop loving him.
but forgetting him is so hard to do,
coz i still believe that he loves me too.