Crackling fire, Alone darkness
Kathja Andersen
21 Aug, 2016 04:13 PMA crackling fireplace A burning picture, blissfull, free fire Fire roaming my soroundings Burning painfull memories, so bittersweet A father, a bad father A mother, a sad mother A young daughter, a guilty young daughter Darkness, choking, choking darkness Tears, so many tears, so many sad faces too A school, a school who hated her Bullies, bullies who thought she was fat, ugly an idiot A home, a broken home Sisters, sisters who hated one another Anger, frustration, depression, words she knew all too well "You don't have depression!" she would shout in the darkness "Your hated" the darkness would shout back Sad, tragic silence, a big bridge The cars, driving so fast, her thoughts even faster A hand grabbed her shoulder, a gentle voice "My daughter, don't do it! Please", her mother was no where She was at home, Yet she felt her warm loving hand The school found the letter, she went home Her mother was mad, sad, broken The girl was broken, sad, alone Her family was fine, except her She was like a crackling fire Destroying anything in her path, eating and devouring all good feelings She was like the darkness, mysterious, isolated, taking all goodness and dismissing it SHE was alone, SHE had noone, The girl had no one The girl HAS no one, they don't believe her "Just think more happy thoughts!" "I've never seen you cry, you don't have depression!" She was like depression, sad, unhappy, broken, and crying all alone Depression isn't something she talks about anymore Only to herself will she speak about it Her and the darkness, the only listeners of her story Her fire will grow bigger and destroy everything, her darkness will make her alone, her depression will surround her The girl, the girl is me, no one knows me, not even i know myself I am no one and i have two faces, my real and my fake one People see the fake me and only the darkness and myself will ever see my true crying self Only the internet and darkness listens, wether it be with judgemental ears or helpful ones doesn't matter Either way it won't help This girl is alone, This girl is me this girl is confused and this girl needs help This girl is fire, darkness and depression
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Post a Comment19 Nov, 2016 07:14 PM
I luv this