Too Much ?

Diana Santos

I've felt loved and felt Betrayed
They don't care about me
They always turn there backs

They always back away 
When I need them...the most
They Yell and hurt me
But never Care or help me

I've felt like this for so long
I can't remember when was the last time 
I laughed because I was happy
When was the last time I smiled 
because I felt joy...

But I don't let them see me like this
I cant let them see me like this
I have to be the perfect daughter...
or at least try
Its pilling up and soon..
It'll be too much

It will one day be too much for me to handle 
Too much for me too hold in
Too much for me to not explode
I cant keep up this little girl act
Its going to be Too Much one day
Ill cry and might even hurt myself 

...

Because its ALL...Too much. ?