It’s My Time

Ian Yahnke

Laying in my bed 
Just lost in my head 

Staring at these walls 
And wishing I was dead

I feel so stressed 
And I feel so depressed 

I wish I could remember 
When I last got some rest 

I don't know how I got this way 
I hate this fucking life today 

Every time I see your name 
I wish you would've fucking stayed

I disappoint the ones who care
Think about them, and gasp for air

I don't deserve all of this love 
There are no angels up above

Only demons, who live inside 
I wish I would have fucking died

These thoughts I hide 
They kill my pride 
 
There's no one left
Who I can confide 

Now I'm feeling numb 
My time has come 

I'll down these pills 
Then I'll down this rum