Save me!?

Ridhi Ridhi

There is so much pain in my heart ,
 So much that it is breaking me apart..
This infliction springs up day by day , 
That all my desires are unable to allay ..
As time flies , i try to live , 
To be the old me , happy revive..
But all I'm is lost in the ocean , 
Where all my profound emotions created a commotion ..

Putting hard efforts competing with the pace , 
But my heart siezes n loses its trace ..
Being so upset , depressed and pensive , 
Chained in memories, entirely captive..
Now I'm ragged, exhausted and drained , 
Not bleeding but still bloodstained..
Wanna be happy , not reel but real , 
Drain all my tears with utmost zeal ...
Let my heart out and move on quietly,
Wanna get rid of this cage , desperately ..
Be the same , old and happy soul , 
Away from love with no loopholes!